Hahha.how cute <3
those cute moments
What is love? Is it that feeling in your tummy when you get when you see you make the other happy? When they can implant a smile on your face that can last all day? Do the words “I love you” greatly compare to the way you “love” them? Do I call it love, or play it safe and say I have feelings for him? Why does love hurt so much when your heart is broken? But most important of all. Why does love feel so right , but yet when broken feel so bad?
I never really understood the concept of that word. Everybody makes it seem liken such a beautiful thing, is it really? The glow in your eyes when you see that person. That slight smile in your face and that distinct feeling you get when you hear their name. A bell rings and memories begin to flash through your mind. Good and bad you suddenly don’t know wether to smile or cry. why is his name so powerful?
Not knowing whether the person you love, loves you or not. feels rather scary yet frightening at the same time. Knowing there’s a chance they do, really comforts and puts your feelings into a warm and safe place. Knowing there’s a chance they don’t feel the same way makes your heart slightly stiffen. Feelings running through your heart, rushing around your body, and finding a place to rest. As they begin to talk negatively and start to show no signs or interest. Is there no chance?
Heartless people are the worse. Does it not sorrow your heart as you drain and bury my heart in my own soulfully tears? The fact that I cared so much about you, yet you suddenly turn one day. What have I done? I’ve don’t nothing but cherish and nurture your heart, as you throw away and toss mine around , playing games to see how much it can take it. Now weak and damaged, do you feel happy now? Knowing the fact that It may take Immence care and attention to put it back to the slightest caring way it once was? Or are you just going to seek another and damage it more or less? Willl you care and nourish that one As is did for yours? How is mine any different? Everything we have gone through and experienced, means nothing to you?
Now I’m scared. Scared to care for someone else as for I have a great fear they will kill the last of my heart. Why did you leave me scared of the world? You made my world such a wonderful place , but now it seems like it’s a scary and tragic accident. I’m scared of everything. Carefully observing and watching everything that skids across my world. I don’t know what to do, and I’m a lost mind seeking for something. what is that “something” I’m not sure what it is, or whether it’s good or not. But I’m determined to find it.
Where is your heart? Do you keep it to yourself in a safe place? Why would you perminatly ruin others, but yet you let no one try to better yours? All the hurt, pain, and sorrow that comes from trusting you with mine. Where the smiles and feelings all a lie? O many questions left in the dust. Will anyone answer the questions I have been desperately seeking for all these years? I may never know .
I may never change the way I “loved” you. But now it’s up to the future to seek a better. Will i find it? I may never know.